Itzel, along with other young people, educators, families and community members, are gathered at the launching event of the Solutions Not Suspensions campaign led by Coleman Advocates for Children and Youth in San francisco. Like other organizations in this study, Coleman is holding a community-wide event where where young people are encouraged to collectively reflect on and share on their community experiences and insights. This is an account from our on-site researcher.
Itzel came up to the front of the room and introduced herself as a 10th grader at Brenner High. She begins to share her of a suspension from school the day after “eating another student’s cupcakes.” She was pulled into the principal’s office and told to leave the school because she was suspended. She was confused about the suspension. As it turns out, she ate a cupcake intended for her classmate’s birthday. Itzel added that she didn’t know she had been suspended the day of or the day after that because no one had told her or called her home. She added that she felt “stupid and embarrassed…that she didn’t belong” at the school.
After several suspensions, Itzel didn’t see the point of school. So she stopped going.
As she continued sharing the details of her experience and how it made her feel, she teared up, turned around, covered her face with the sleeves of her hoodie, and began to sob. Christina (an adult member of Coleman’s staff) walked up and gave her a hug, gently rubbing her hand on Itzel’s shoulders and upper back until she regained composure. The room became silent as Itzel sobbed, and Keanu (another staffer) yelled out “Deep breath Itzel! You got this!” After a short pause, she turned around and continued to talk in a much stronger tone about her anger and frustration. She mentioned that after several suspensions she didn’t see the point of school so she stopped going. She began to believe that she really wasn’t a good student.
Once Itzel joined a youth organizing group, she began to realize that schools weren’t just being unfair to her — they were being unfair to many students of color.
She said it wasn’t until later in her involvement with Coleman Advocates that she began to realize that schools weren’t just being unfair to her, but they were being unfair to many students of color. Itzel concluded by saying that “schools need to change their policies and treatment of students, otherwise they risk pushing them out of schools.” When Itzel finished, the people in the audience clapped and Khalil (an adult staff member) walked to the front and thanked Itzel for sharing her testimony.
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